This pain has to be with me forever..... !

I love my father  very much

I didn't feel anything after i lost him...

Everyone cried after he left... But not me

Not a tear came out  from my eyes....

If tears declare how much we love someone... Then even if I  cry all my life..

But.. It won't be enough to show my love to him..

I have no emotions.. Sometimes I feel like i am a cold hearted person ..

I loved my father so much that... I don’t think he has left me and gone away

I thought of expressing the emotion at the same time but

I did not want to express this sad emotion…

We have to hide few emotions all our life     

I have to continue this emotion .. so that I don’t forget my father …

This pain has to be with me forever..... !

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,GOODBYE..................... :

Goodbye, my friend
There will never be an end
To what you've left behind
To the memories, preciously kept, in everyone's mind
Because you chose to walk away...
It was getting too hard for you to stay
You chose to walk away from your friends, from your life
Instead of just walking the sharp edge, you chose to use the knife
To put an end to the pain, to the hurt, to the tears
An end to the life that held all these, and an end to the fears
A better, happier place for you, somewhere out there, not too close, not too far
Maybe, that bright light at night, is your new found smile, creating a star

Thoughts of you, looking out at your smile
Haven't seen you in a while
Thoughts of you, happy as, without the help of drugs, or alcohol
No thoughts of the cause of your walking away, that black hole
The black hole, that swept the feet, and the life, out from under you
The black hole, making you think there was nothing else you could do
And so you did what that black hole told
Walking away, when you could have made it through
But now, too late, to bring you bring you back
No way now, to get your life back on track

There will never be an end........
To the precious memories of a lost friend
To the hurt, and the pain, those left behind feel
To the time it could take for that pain to heal
To the missing you, there will never be an end
Goodbye......,,,,,,,,,,..........