This pain has to be with me forever..... !

I love my father  very much

I didn't feel anything after i lost him...

Everyone cried after he left... But not me

Not a tear came out  from my eyes....

If tears declare how much we love someone... Then even if I  cry all my life..

But.. It won't be enough to show my love to him..

I have no emotions.. Sometimes I feel like i am a cold hearted person ..

I loved my father so much that... I don’t think he has left me and gone away

I thought of expressing the emotion at the same time but

I did not want to express this sad emotion…

We have to hide few emotions all our life     

I have to continue this emotion .. so that I don’t forget my father …

This pain has to be with me forever..... !