Happy Valentine’s Day to you my dear

When you walked into my life, everything seemed perfect….. and when you left me, my world shattered…. I am sorry for ruining the most amazing relationship we had because I know that I was the reason for what happened…. Happy Valentine’s Day to you my dear.

Times change but memories always stay... we are not together anymore but you will always have a very special place in my heart because you have always been special and will always be my special someone….

What a Life WithoUt You.....!

What a Life WithoUt You

I wish I could tell you how much I love you

I can never forget you.. I don't want to forget you..

I feel you.. Even when you are not near me

 You are in my every heartbeat  …

you are  in my silence  ..

You are in my voice…

you are in my wishes .. you are  in my prayers, , ,

Every time my eyes search only for  your eyes..

When I close my eyes I see you..

I miss you .. every moments ..Every second ...every minute.. all the time..

 I will love you forever. .. I will love you till I die..  and even after that!

May the time will stop.. The moon will  turn off but until my last breathe I will love you…!

A walk through emptiness

Thing we did they seem so clear

Times we spent they are always dear

Nights & nights of broken dreams,

Nights & nights of mournful screams

Emptiness that stalks & says '' you are not reedeemed ''

Just darkness & sadness accompany me

And my scornful dreams

Living my life is i'm just pretending

Love doesn't mean much -' its just resending

Thought to wonder like clouds lavender,

Say '' love is too much lets surrender''

Like cigarette that dims that would now heals

Just want to let you know I'm still living .

Or pretending to live that seems,

My hearts tired of your presence it seemS

I was nt to be caged so i am flying away .. So for that

I'll never be yours , so please bear

And i hope you find someone who's worth you care

I AM ALONE...........!

when i am alone i think of so many things to say to u but, when i have chance to tell you i go speechless

ALONE I should , alone I fought
The nights were dark & the days were hot
Tears in my eyes , bloods in my Heart,
As i remembered the person,
Who tore my heart apart....

Alone i sat ,
Alone i thought
That the the bottle of life was
The sword seemed heavy my heart seemed heavier..
And u was left crushing myself for my foolish behavior

Alone i kneeled , alone i prayed.
But sadly kept on, feeling depressed.
Lucky for those who never face this.
As , i know how crippling & painful it is ..

Alone i am born alone i shall die
Where no1 will be there to remember me..
At last i leave my thoughts as the sand of two.
For other to learn & lead life on the line

Alone we are & alone we will be,
Struggling in this world , till our last breath may leave
Still whenever you have a doubt ,
Just close your eyes & Let your hear seek

Alone is lonely , alone is a must.
For us human beings, who live life just for the shake of living, beyond despair
Is the only reason to live sweet but rare?

Alone i finish this , alone shall be me.
Probably for the time being
But a ray of hope appear as strong as rope
Which will keep two souls, bound together unbroken. …

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,GOODBYE..................... :

Goodbye, my friend
There will never be an end
To what you've left behind
To the memories, preciously kept, in everyone's mind
Because you chose to walk away...
It was getting too hard for you to stay
You chose to walk away from your friends, from your life
Instead of just walking the sharp edge, you chose to use the knife
To put an end to the pain, to the hurt, to the tears
An end to the life that held all these, and an end to the fears
A better, happier place for you, somewhere out there, not too close, not too far
Maybe, that bright light at night, is your new found smile, creating a star

Thoughts of you, looking out at your smile
Haven't seen you in a while
Thoughts of you, happy as, without the help of drugs, or alcohol
No thoughts of the cause of your walking away, that black hole
The black hole, that swept the feet, and the life, out from under you
The black hole, making you think there was nothing else you could do
And so you did what that black hole told
Walking away, when you could have made it through
But now, too late, to bring you bring you back
No way now, to get your life back on track

There will never be an end........
To the precious memories of a lost friend
To the hurt, and the pain, those left behind feel
To the time it could take for that pain to heal
To the missing you, there will never be an end
Goodbye......,,,,,,,,,,..........