Its hard to explain whats going inside my mind....

Its hard to explain whats going inside my mind.  I myself do not understand.... 

One moment i am happy i feel loved and then next moment i feel sad and ignored...

I like nothing will be ever perfect..  Like i want it to be..  I feel like everyone gonna leave me and go..

And i will be alone..  All alone..  I feel like everything is fake nobody really cares.

Its just that when they are bored..  They are with you and the moment they get someone else..  They will leave you and go..

Why cant everything be simple instead of being so complicated..? I don't know i i gonna get this answer...

My tEars...,.!!

Miss you

my eyes are ever clear
my eyes shed not a tear
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my tears are way too smart
my tears fall in my heart
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my tears never hit the ground
in my soul is where my tears are found
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my tears stay inside
my tears choose to hide
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my tears never cry outloud
my tears are much too proud
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yes, my eyes are clear
but, my tears are always here............!!

I AM ALONE...........!

when i am alone i think of so many things to say to u but, when i have chance to tell you i go speechless

ALONE I should , alone I fought
The nights were dark & the days were hot
Tears in my eyes , bloods in my Heart,
As i remembered the person,
Who tore my heart apart....

Alone i sat ,
Alone i thought
That the the bottle of life was
The sword seemed heavy my heart seemed heavier..
And u was left crushing myself for my foolish behavior

Alone i kneeled , alone i prayed.
But sadly kept on, feeling depressed.
Lucky for those who never face this.
As , i know how crippling & painful it is ..

Alone i am born alone i shall die
Where no1 will be there to remember me..
At last i leave my thoughts as the sand of two.
For other to learn & lead life on the line

Alone we are & alone we will be,
Struggling in this world , till our last breath may leave
Still whenever you have a doubt ,
Just close your eyes & Let your hear seek

Alone is lonely , alone is a must.
For us human beings, who live life just for the shake of living, beyond despair
Is the only reason to live sweet but rare?

Alone i finish this , alone shall be me.
Probably for the time being
But a ray of hope appear as strong as rope
Which will keep two souls, bound together unbroken. …