Its hard to explain whats going inside my mind....

Its hard to explain whats going inside my mind.  I myself do not understand.... 

One moment i am happy i feel loved and then next moment i feel sad and ignored...

I like nothing will be ever perfect..  Like i want it to be..  I feel like everyone gonna leave me and go..

And i will be alone..  All alone..  I feel like everything is fake nobody really cares.

Its just that when they are bored..  They are with you and the moment they get someone else..  They will leave you and go..

Why cant everything be simple instead of being so complicated..? I don't know i i gonna get this answer...

How to improve your life?

Points On How to improve your life :- 

personality:
1. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 

2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment 

3. Don't overdo; keep your limits 

4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does 

5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip 

6. Dream more while you are awake 

7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.. 

8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That wi ll ruin your present happiness. 

9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others. 

10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present 

11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you 

12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime. 

13. Smile and laugh more 

14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree 

Community:
15. Call your family often 

16. Each day give something good to others 

17. Forgive everyone for everything 

18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6 

19. Try t o make at least three people smile each day 

20. What other people think of you is none of your business 

21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch. 

Life:
22. Put god first in anything and everything that you think, say and do. 

23. God heals everything 

24. Do the right things 

25. However good or bad a situation is, it will change 

26. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up 

27. The best is yet to come 

28. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful 

29. When you awake alive in the morning, thank god for it 

30. If you know god you will always be happy. So, be happy.

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,GOODBYE..................... :

Goodbye, my friend
There will never be an end
To what you've left behind
To the memories, preciously kept, in everyone's mind
Because you chose to walk away...
It was getting too hard for you to stay
You chose to walk away from your friends, from your life
Instead of just walking the sharp edge, you chose to use the knife
To put an end to the pain, to the hurt, to the tears
An end to the life that held all these, and an end to the fears
A better, happier place for you, somewhere out there, not too close, not too far
Maybe, that bright light at night, is your new found smile, creating a star

Thoughts of you, looking out at your smile
Haven't seen you in a while
Thoughts of you, happy as, without the help of drugs, or alcohol
No thoughts of the cause of your walking away, that black hole
The black hole, that swept the feet, and the life, out from under you
The black hole, making you think there was nothing else you could do
And so you did what that black hole told
Walking away, when you could have made it through
But now, too late, to bring you bring you back
No way now, to get your life back on track

There will never be an end........
To the precious memories of a lost friend
To the hurt, and the pain, those left behind feel
To the time it could take for that pain to heal
To the missing you, there will never be an end
Goodbye......,,,,,,,,,,..........