Happy Valentine’s Day to you my dear

When you walked into my life, everything seemed perfect….. and when you left me, my world shattered…. I am sorry for ruining the most amazing relationship we had because I know that I was the reason for what happened…. Happy Valentine’s Day to you my dear.

Times change but memories always stay... we are not together anymore but you will always have a very special place in my heart because you have always been special and will always be my special someone….

What a Life WithoUt You.....!

What a Life WithoUt You

I wish I could tell you how much I love you

I can never forget you.. I don't want to forget you..

I feel you.. Even when you are not near me

 You are in my every heartbeat  …

you are  in my silence  ..

You are in my voice…

you are in my wishes .. you are  in my prayers, , ,

Every time my eyes search only for  your eyes..

When I close my eyes I see you..

I miss you .. every moments ..Every second ...every minute.. all the time..

 I will love you forever. .. I will love you till I die..  and even after that!

May the time will stop.. The moon will  turn off but until my last breathe I will love you…!

My tEars...,.!!

Miss you

my eyes are ever clear
my eyes shed not a tear
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my tears are way too smart
my tears fall in my heart
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my tears never hit the ground
in my soul is where my tears are found
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my tears stay inside
my tears choose to hide
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my tears never cry outloud
my tears are much too proud
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yes, my eyes are clear
but, my tears are always here............!!

A walk through emptiness

Thing we did they seem so clear

Times we spent they are always dear

Nights & nights of broken dreams,

Nights & nights of mournful screams

Emptiness that stalks & says '' you are not reedeemed ''

Just darkness & sadness accompany me

And my scornful dreams

Living my life is i'm just pretending

Love doesn't mean much -' its just resending

Thought to wonder like clouds lavender,

Say '' love is too much lets surrender''

Like cigarette that dims that would now heals

Just want to let you know I'm still living .

Or pretending to live that seems,

My hearts tired of your presence it seemS

I was nt to be caged so i am flying away .. So for that

I'll never be yours , so please bear

And i hope you find someone who's worth you care

I AM ALONE...........!

when i am alone i think of so many things to say to u but, when i have chance to tell you i go speechless

ALONE I should , alone I fought
The nights were dark & the days were hot
Tears in my eyes , bloods in my Heart,
As i remembered the person,
Who tore my heart apart....

Alone i sat ,
Alone i thought
That the the bottle of life was
The sword seemed heavy my heart seemed heavier..
And u was left crushing myself for my foolish behavior

Alone i kneeled , alone i prayed.
But sadly kept on, feeling depressed.
Lucky for those who never face this.
As , i know how crippling & painful it is ..

Alone i am born alone i shall die
Where no1 will be there to remember me..
At last i leave my thoughts as the sand of two.
For other to learn & lead life on the line

Alone we are & alone we will be,
Struggling in this world , till our last breath may leave
Still whenever you have a doubt ,
Just close your eyes & Let your hear seek

Alone is lonely , alone is a must.
For us human beings, who live life just for the shake of living, beyond despair
Is the only reason to live sweet but rare?

Alone i finish this , alone shall be me.
Probably for the time being
But a ray of hope appear as strong as rope
Which will keep two souls, bound together unbroken. …

~ AGONY ~

Many a fancy crowd
My heart
When i take to narrating
The heart's tales of others
Wherever I record the hearty
Feelings of others,
I forget my own self,
Of course, unnoticed
While pursuing the shadows of
Others, my mind escapes that of my own.
Taking the account of the wounds that others
Bear at heart, i fail realize
That my own heart is blood- stained.

The time i share the SORROWS made clot long
Of someone, my Own Agonies
Get on with for a way out
None ever pats my shoulder
Nor my back out of Sympathy.

This is when
A stranger comes about
with Utterances of high
Relations with me through
Kindred Syntax and ties
Me up with Affection
But mounts my Shoulder
Like the unwelcome vampire of the Myths
To question inaccessibly
Form the Dust to skies
From life to desire and salvation
She parts company
On listening to the right answer